door-e-me...:):)

sometime till i knock knock...my mind is not quite inviting right now...shleepy time:P

it was only me......

....senorita left today early morning with my nani and mama.......for a day away...to her pa's village..

it was an early start for me than usual...while i was still holding onto my dreams...i wished her a happy trip...:)

and back to work it was....but the house was haunting...my jaws complaining...i spoke to my kiddies...sasha and tasha...and they too ...were fast asleep after their morning boiled egg treat...

i call them...The Adorables :):)...they do the all the talks...right through their eyes..:)and it reaches right to my heart...absolutely connected...say i:)

then back to cooking it was...with some music on..as a tradition...it was quite a silent day...not so like me.....


sometimes....i feel so so alone...friends are busy working...ma is busy with her territory...pa is busy with his work...bro is busy chasing his dreams...tasha is busy chewing on to something..sasha is basking in the sun...pa is busy with his work...


and me......just long to spend some silly,happy moments with them....well my pups and me...have lived and live moments like these:)

i miss my work miserably....in moments like these....i dread to be alone....i so wanna talk and laugh every moment...that a moment's silence..kills me....i know for a fact i will die of laughter :D...

but yeah....its a busy world...i still know my adorables love me:)...ma,pa,bro too...but yeah they miss out on expressing it....busy lives!!..i sure will never understand this...

ya...so my day... by eve..had to be spiced up.....had to party...for me...:)
so..out i went....picked up a chocolate ganache...heavenly it was :)..ummmmmm......
made some cabbage and onion toast and a cranberry breezer....voila...;)

called up my karigars ...in mumbai...felt great to hear that they miss my laughter there...cos they say.....''madam...yahan koi bina matlab ke hasta nahin...aapki tarah..aap hote toh accha hota'':)..i am wealthy..aint i :)

spoke to a school friend...:)..yeah so my jaws were at peace!;P

but still believe....moments are to be lived and cherished with people close to you...cos life is gonna be busy always...:)

and now just expecting senorita any moment...:):)

sense-erred!:D

nonsense....is what makes a lot of sense to me...:)actually!
and more so cos....it comes naturally to me...:D

making sense all the time.....makes no sense to me!very uak uak....i meant boring there :P...sounds puky...eh :D

to think of it.....i feel...its an absolute modest way to be ..nah.....no complications...no egoes... for me its laughter all the way....
yeah me being the joker....:P....
but as long it echoes laughter around....its absolutely wow for me..:)
cos thats the decibel i hear and relate to .......the louder it is....the more peaceful it is for my ears :D

senorita(read mom:)..is still coming to terms with my vocal cords....she finds the silencer missing...bigtime!:D
bad luck senorita...the damage..for you...and the repairs... for me...is done...:D

and i love it that ways...living by the rule of the jungle!:P
have marked my territory...loud it is!;P

for those who express as though their expressions are rationed...try making no sense sometimes...and you might have a hearty laugh too..;)...dont save up on this....u will be losing out on life buddy..:)

as for me...am absolutely...

happy being non-sensical ;)

colors rocking in nature's cradle..:)

colors rocking in natures cradle...i say..;)

glimpses of a delicate rhapsody...blossoming in my garden...:)

bRids eye view!;)..a real eye-candy!

Puppy-licious Joy :) :)

It was yet another evening yesterday...where Senorita(read mom:)dragged me out of the house to go do some mango- hunting!if you wondering whats mango hunting...aah...she has to atleast check out five fruitstalls before she gets her basket!:P...and i am the official driver.. i love my job though!:P

So out we were ...and at one of the farmer's sale mango stall...

A little bundle of Joy....caught my eye :)...very naturally...;)

Yeah it was a puppy ....an espresso coffee color..n yeah very much expresso!;)
and my heart just drew me closer to him...sheer magnetism..

I got closer and stretched my hand....for a sniffing session....but he moved away...a aa...i didnt.
I went on further...and finally after a third try....he was stretching his hands towards me:)

When i first saw him....i felt sad for him...he is paralysed in his rear legs...he was dragging his body to move from one place to another......for a young one to go through this...quite a painful sight..

But the moment i had a dialogue with his eyes......i...i....felt ashamed of myself...for feeling sad for him...
The sparkle in his eyes was so so blinding....he showed absolutely no pain,no regret,no sadness....his eyes were just sparkling with mischief...unabatedly!:)

He was his mischievous best...having a paw fight....with me and...treating my fingers like his chews!!...rolling in the mud...having a time of his life...
But it was amazing to see him so strong...and brave....hopping around on his front legs...:)

I happened to meet a vet at the salon in the afternoon,who treats horses...but is also into treating dogs..now voluntarily..so hopefully she can help me out...:)cos he doesnt seem to be looking for any help....:)
I am going to do what i can to treat him and see him healthier:)....cos happy he is!;)

Well after coming home...i christened him..puppy Joy...nothing could get better than him!:)

Was an absolute pleasure meeting you joy....you are a hero...:)
and Joy... you will always be cherished in my heart...well you have stirred me up....and taught me to live the expresso way!;)...the beans are meant to be!!;)

So Joy how about a coffee date..eh;)
love always...muah!:)
see you soon...today evening:)

I dedicate this blog with a lot of love and respect to my puppy-licious hero....Joy :)

tracking... the unleashed...;)

the brain relay!
reason....ain't it more like a season..keeps changing...you end up reasoning your own reason!

skirting around!

aah....i so so love soaking my skirts... in the sun..

ardently watching them sway....spreading the swirling ruffles....brushed away by the breeze..
the joy i feel....its like a lightening...a tiny one...enough to kiss my day with smiles:)...
it seems like a mysterious ballet happening in my garden...the skirt n the breeze....love it...
to think of it....my skirt could be in an immortal love affair...:)...the breeze just makes her feel beautiful...and adds a new swirl to her...everytime ;)
ballet moments...live... from my backyard...:)
here are a few of my favorite skirts...la la ala ala....:)

theory of relativity..i say;)

to think of it......my diary/ies...which is almost an ICU contender...has been like a punching bag
at the end of the day...shes taken it all from me...but yet been there...:)
and now....since the day my blog was on...shes been on a break...
shes been a silent spectator...to my emotional cocktails...yet so alive:)...

and shes been versatile i say......in all avtaars;).....shes been a notebook......a challan book at zodiac(where i interned)....a paper next to the printer.......moms telephone diary(she hates me for spoiling it!)........my sketchbook......the radio mirchi diary 2008.....this ones the latest member of my diary world:)..though not constant!:P ....and absorbed it all.....what my hands were doodling and my brain..interpreting.

so...this ones for you diary.....
will cherish you always....
and even if i am on the blog wagon........am gonna keep coming back to you:)it feels like coming home..to you :)

love always...dear diary :)

take a good break........i got loads to download;)

it's democracy!

i just happened to scan the newspaper the other day,to fill in my brain cells...my eyes just terminated on this quote...

''everybody is somebodys fool''
voila...!!;)

so phonies...who think they have tales to tell...remember overconfidence kills! you aint any good... life comes full circle before u touch the grave!(Sprite wont help!:P)goodluck to you!!you need it more than i do!:)

though i thank you for crossing my ways...:)

And as you can see above...PROOF....atheists practice democracy bigtime!! :D

seedhi baat...no bakwaas...clear hai!

(case study reference:sprite)

disclaimer: i have nothing against sprite...(for sadists..drink responsibly!);)

if you cant keep it simple....dont make it complicated for others....mind your own

business or go float around with your kinds!:)

a parallel thought...for an unparallel quotient...

the Uniqueness quotient!

everyone claims to be Unique...cos everyone doesnt know everybody!aah..

no worries...but...but... but...theres a possibility of playing the blame game....but these (read-'blamestars')people sure are a unique clan(by default) and ignorant...people go take a hike!!this world is smaller than you think it is...so lots of lines making their mark..at the same time...frequencies could get very close...so enjoy it..(untill theres a serious trespassing happening)...dont let it get to your head..or else you will phase out!:)

i claim to be Me...with all my insecurities and faults and perfections and imperfections..and i believe my imperfections are what make me..moi..and neither do i trespass someones birthright!

n ofcourse i claim...my insurance claims(just one so far...for the record)!!:D

for the rest...theres a disclaimer!;P

for people practising sprite'ism...a line for you...

rascal flatts:'god bless the broken roads':)

sonali:'the froth is trivial and so are you':)

getting a bit nostalgic here...but cant miss out on this for sure..right time, right place..i say;)

my mentor...zeenat ma'm..once said to me...

"sonali...How people treat you is their karma and how you react is yours!''

i am getting this.. slow and steady:)

crux: being special is unique....being unique...who cares..everyone claims so...!!

i dont...do you?...well..it's democracy!

voila!!

P.S.:Whoever wishes to get inspired..... its democracy:)

stay humble..

at the toll naka...

Now words couldnt get any more perfect...(for me):)..here i was changing my display pic on orkut...and was looking for the right caption....but ..but..but.....was so not settling for the words that were making their way through my mind(it didnt align in my thought process that moment).......all ruffled(word replaced:)...i change the display pic...n in the spur of the moment........the pic...just gets the best out of me;)...

my brain reads....(in perfect tandem)

Lifes a highway......taking its toll..;)

so...an urge for perfection.... sure speeds the process up !;)

helluva drive!;)inspite of the toll!:D

impulsive rhythms

aa..aaa....the floor is set...n i have so not got into the groove...just not getting the rhythm right!
guess...will be right back...to rock!;)

tatooed figments

yohoooooo...finally my blog is born...a carbon copy of my thoughts...that were born out of the contours of my brain...i had kinda become a blogstar...with almost 3 blogs opened up...with no posts...my brain works best on impulse...or else its pretty stubborn!;)

n i so love the brevity thats striked across these equations...

• when the day gets deydrated....its night ;)
• hypocrisy is detested by many....including hypocrites!!

what an ironical truth there....masked irony!

• Emotions ..a great theme for a toy...especially for losers!

n they think they rule the world!

• when you say bye....what follows is...u going??......

n its such a ritual!

• too much intelligence...dam'N'ages the brain.

i so more than agree...

• intelligence with a spice of humour....just makes it so simple n real :) n life simpler..

being humble is this...

• i feel emotional towards my dead cells too :)

they just make me come alive..whoever called them dead!!

• the sun never sets...its dancing its way into infinity...

subtle moves!

• everybody has their own set of insecurities...dar sabko lagta hai...

thats a sign of weakness for a whole lot of rascalaS!

• the earth is spinning around n am having a jolly good ride!;P
• lifes a roller coaster...with a one way ticket!!

Disclaimer: damage caused mentally to you and

physically to the things around IS YOUR BAD LUCK!:D