it was only me......

....senorita left today early morning with my nani and mama.......for a day away...to her pa's village..

it was an early start for me than usual...while i was still holding onto my dreams...i wished her a happy trip...:)

and back to work it was....but the house was haunting...my jaws complaining...i spoke to my kiddies...sasha and tasha...and they too ...were fast asleep after their morning boiled egg treat...

i call them...The Adorables :):)...they do the all the talks...right through their eyes..:)and it reaches right to my heart...absolutely connected...say i:)

then back to cooking it was...with some music on..as a tradition...it was quite a silent day...not so like me.....


sometimes....i feel so so alone...friends are busy working...ma is busy with her territory...pa is busy with his work...bro is busy chasing his dreams...tasha is busy chewing on to something..sasha is basking in the sun...pa is busy with his work...


and me......just long to spend some silly,happy moments with them....well my pups and me...have lived and live moments like these:)

i miss my work miserably....in moments like these....i dread to be alone....i so wanna talk and laugh every moment...that a moment's silence..kills me....i know for a fact i will die of laughter :D...

but yeah....its a busy world...i still know my adorables love me:)...ma,pa,bro too...but yeah they miss out on expressing it....busy lives!!..i sure will never understand this...

ya...so my day... by eve..had to be spiced up.....had to party...for me...:)
so..out i went....picked up a chocolate ganache...heavenly it was :)..ummmmmm......
made some cabbage and onion toast and a cranberry breezer....voila...;)

called up my karigars ...in mumbai...felt great to hear that they miss my laughter there...cos they say.....''madam...yahan koi bina matlab ke hasta nahin...aapki tarah..aap hote toh accha hota'':)..i am wealthy..aint i :)

spoke to a school friend...:)..yeah so my jaws were at peace!;P

but still believe....moments are to be lived and cherished with people close to you...cos life is gonna be busy always...:)

and now just expecting senorita any moment...:):)

sense-erred!:D

nonsense....is what makes a lot of sense to me...:)actually!
and more so cos....it comes naturally to me...:D

making sense all the time.....makes no sense to me!very uak uak....i meant boring there :P...sounds puky...eh :D

to think of it.....i feel...its an absolute modest way to be ..nah.....no complications...no egoes... for me its laughter all the way....
yeah me being the joker....:P....
but as long it echoes laughter around....its absolutely wow for me..:)
cos thats the decibel i hear and relate to .......the louder it is....the more peaceful it is for my ears :D

senorita(read mom:)..is still coming to terms with my vocal cords....she finds the silencer missing...bigtime!:D
bad luck senorita...the damage..for you...and the repairs... for me...is done...:D

and i love it that ways...living by the rule of the jungle!:P
have marked my territory...loud it is!;P

for those who express as though their expressions are rationed...try making no sense sometimes...and you might have a hearty laugh too..;)...dont save up on this....u will be losing out on life buddy..:)

as for me...am absolutely...

happy being non-sensical ;)

colors rocking in nature's cradle..:)

colors rocking in natures cradle...i say..;)

glimpses of a delicate rhapsody...blossoming in my garden...:)

bRids eye view!;)..a real eye-candy!

Puppy-licious Joy :) :)

It was yet another evening yesterday...where Senorita(read mom:)dragged me out of the house to go do some mango- hunting!if you wondering whats mango hunting...aah...she has to atleast check out five fruitstalls before she gets her basket!:P...and i am the official driver.. i love my job though!:P

So out we were ...and at one of the farmer's sale mango stall...

A little bundle of Joy....caught my eye :)...very naturally...;)

Yeah it was a puppy ....an espresso coffee color..n yeah very much expresso!;)
and my heart just drew me closer to him...sheer magnetism..

I got closer and stretched my hand....for a sniffing session....but he moved away...a aa...i didnt.
I went on further...and finally after a third try....he was stretching his hands towards me:)

When i first saw him....i felt sad for him...he is paralysed in his rear legs...he was dragging his body to move from one place to another......for a young one to go through this...quite a painful sight..

But the moment i had a dialogue with his eyes......i...i....felt ashamed of myself...for feeling sad for him...
The sparkle in his eyes was so so blinding....he showed absolutely no pain,no regret,no sadness....his eyes were just sparkling with mischief...unabatedly!:)

He was his mischievous best...having a paw fight....with me and...treating my fingers like his chews!!...rolling in the mud...having a time of his life...
But it was amazing to see him so strong...and brave....hopping around on his front legs...:)

I happened to meet a vet at the salon in the afternoon,who treats horses...but is also into treating dogs..now voluntarily..so hopefully she can help me out...:)cos he doesnt seem to be looking for any help....:)
I am going to do what i can to treat him and see him healthier:)....cos happy he is!;)

Well after coming home...i christened him..puppy Joy...nothing could get better than him!:)

Was an absolute pleasure meeting you joy....you are a hero...:)
and Joy... you will always be cherished in my heart...well you have stirred me up....and taught me to live the expresso way!;)...the beans are meant to be!!;)

So Joy how about a coffee date..eh;)
love always...muah!:)
see you soon...today evening:)

I dedicate this blog with a lot of love and respect to my puppy-licious hero....Joy :)