life's just getting tougher by the second...feel abandoned right now...dunno where to look around..for that one pat on our back ...and tell us ...its gonna be okay..soon..very soon...
every time we take the courage to get up n get there...there comes a prick...from my own people..well...guess life's got so fast paced that no one has the time to give someone enough time to dust oneself up..n stand..feel so so burdened...its just bending me all the more...it scares me sometimes...dunno how much does one trust and whom...kinda drifting away..its killing me inside..hate it..cant help it..
still wanna believe and i guess i know...they dont mean bad for me...but..just wish...they could just be a bit compassionate and just be there...without passing judgments...without asking for reasons...without giving us a feeling of scavengers up above looking for a hunt...(its been that scary for me)..n simply being there..giving us the faith to believe...n believe...in our dreams ..n move on..
all we need is time...all we need is respect and love through these seemingly hazy lifelines...and just help us laugh through these rocky paths and make us believe...life's sure an adventure!feel it soak it...rather we getting a feeling of a doomsday on the cards!!
we still share a laugh...just the both of us...cos we gonna be there to help each other believe!
we sure..to build our beautiful cottage..LIFE..rising through this very rubble!
Of course my darlings who have been there around...always..just lending me smiles..through their silent gazes...they speak a million words through their gazes!
..my angels..my mom.....my love...tom...god bless them!
on my way...to stand again.................................................................!:)
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